I have got to stop watching shows about couples and weddings and stuff like that- it really puts me into emotional orbit.
The holidays are coming and this is the time of year when being alone really hits home. I am normally ok: I know who I am in God and that's great, there are just some times I wish I had a solid form to hug- know what I mean? (Besides my cats that is )

Worse- I can remember a time when I was dating 3 different guys at the same time (They knew about each other) and now- sigh. Just feeling fat and ugly I guess.
I had lost 10 whole pounds, but they found me again and getting cast as the role of Grandma- while I am honored and excited- makes me realize I am too large for the prettier roles. *sigh again*

I know I will be alright- things are always better after the rain. I just have to hang in there and remember who I am.

How about some pix of pretty people huh?